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I couldn't resist. Hurhurhur. Kel I'll send the photos to you via email : )

I am so motivated! : )

One trip to Bangkok and I feel LOADS better. I think having a few days off
just to enjoy yourself does wonders to the mind and soul. Will uploads the
pics soon when I have made my way through what is screaming to be done on my organizer. I'm just really glad we made it to Bangkok in the end
amidst the uncertainty and many hurdles we had to cross just to get there. The
shopping, food and massage was the BEST. It's been rather long since I last went to
Bangkok, therefore the city still had it's charm when I arrived. I was brimming
with excitement because I had already planned a list of to-buys! And when we
were there, it was the King's birthday! Well I didn't have a close encounter
with the king, but hmm I witnessed the princess going home?? It was sooo grand. Everyone had to stop walking, and the police had to salute as the cars went by. There were five mercedes in total! Couldn't figure out which one the princes
was in at all. But I think Thai people really respect and adore their king.
Almost everyone on the streets dressed up in yellow to celebrate the king's birthday.

Yesterday was a bit of a catastrophe though. Having to pick up the pieces
from where I had left them, I started out with my table that was left in a
mess because we tried to bust all the ants away. So therefore it was a night
of pack pack pack and organise organise organise just to get things all sorted
out.

So therefore after all the packing of old and new stuffs, I am faced with a
mountain of things to be done before the recess week is over. I'm going to
start now because my motivation level is at its max! It feels really great
when the effort and hard work you've put in gets recognised and appreciated.
Yay! : )

Things just go downhill... when will the pit ever come.

Another WHAM BHAM of the day.

Just, great.

Night out cancelled, another night to overcome.

What a bad day again.

Perhaps i'm just being hot-tempered but I have had enough of the reckless driving of
179 bus uncles. They go so fast at the turnings, I normally engage all my muscles
just to keep myself in the seat (those facing each other ones at the back). But
today, it was the last straw. The bus took a fast sharp turn and I slipped off
my chair because there was no pole for me to hold on to.

Thank heavens my leg was long enough to stretch to the other side so as to break
the fall.

Therefore I have just written my piece to the SBS company. In hope they'll get
back to me because I am seriously, infuriated.

I wonder if you're in a good mood to talk tonight. Because I have LOADS to get
off my chest. *ROAR*

From sad I became damn sad.

But I shall sleep and wake up tomorrow renewed (I hope).

Down phase.

A case of 2 people with bad moods = a very unhappy me.

When I was asked to ask of a favour of you i hesitated. Because I knew that was
the exact reaction I would get. I tried to put myself into your shoes to see if
that was the way I would have reacted. But no I would help you in any way that I
could. You said sorry for making me feel this way. I felt annoyed at myself for
keeping my feelings in once again. I even blurted out words that should never be said. The next time I have a problem which I think you can handle, would I
hesitate to ask for your help once again? Will I feel that you're not one
whom I can rely on for anything that may crop up in the future?

Do not read too much into this. I am just voicing out my thoughts which I feel
are easier typed out. Today's matter has passed. What matters more is the future
and what it will bring us.

When you came home I knew it was all bad. Sometimes I wished I stayed in a huge
house so that you won't know I'm home. Then I won't become an avenue for your
output because it hurts when I'm being reprimanded all the time for small little
issues, just because you've had a bad day.

So I was trudging through school with a very happy mind and soul till I got home
and WHAM BHAM!! now I'm feeling kind of depressed.

Going to eat my maggi now, teach Sean then get some work done.

Blahhh.

Being home alone (somewhat) this weekend, I decided to cook.

So I went to the supermarket and browsed through the vegetables and meat section
before deciding to make an attempt at the yummylicious stir-fried capsicum chicken
dish. I have mixed feelings whenever I go to the supermarket. Sometimes I really
enjoy just browsing to see what dishes I can whip up but that may turn out
negative. Looking at some chicken fillet I swear almost a million thoughts fly
through my mind. How to cook it? What to pair it up with? The whole cooking
process basically gets played in my mind!!! Me being a rather inexperienced cook,
it can turn out to be rather stressful at times. -_-"" But when I'm hit with
some inspirational recipe, voila! I go home as a happy bunny, all satisfied and
ever-ready to whip up a good dish. : )

Anyway, the capsicum turned out a tad too bitter to my liking but the chicken was
yummy. Aside from that I made some fried egg with sauteed onions and baked beans
too. To finish the meal I boiled some yummy chinese food. All that for 2 people.
I cooked everything in small portions though so it turned out just nice. : )
Felt great to cook! The smell of the garlic frying the pan works up my appetite
and makes me beam. Haha cos it is the beginning of a yummylicious dish!

Three Cheers to cooking!

Just for Cher! *hyuk hyuk hyuk* When she was engaged in a game of taboo... I wonder why she looked like she was scratching her armpit and someone managed to get that shot! *don't kill me honey*

Aye babe I realise I don't have that shot of u me and yansy in my digicam! Darnnnn... but I have your pretty polaroid pic in my wallet : )) Anyway let's meet up real real soon ok... Haven't seen you since the party! Boohoo.

The weekend has arrived. Assignments to clear again. Oh sigh... The down side of school. I've been indulging in much retail therapy just to soothe the stress level. This week itself has brought me 2 skirts, a top, a bag and a necklace!! Oh yeah not forgetting the hair treatment. Therefore, I am still sane.

Very very very delayed I know!!! But at last here it is!!!!

Do you know Hap Par Villa is still ALIVE?!?!?!

By demand of Aps Lim's DEADline... (as if I didn't have enough already!)

Well here are the pics from my very eventful night yesterday.



Blurred I know, but there was only one shot so....



At least this one is clear!!!!!!

So as you can tell, I went to work yesterday hoping to work at the stalls area
and YES i got it!!! I was so excited to see Kit Chan who's voice is awesome
perform right before my eyes and I was satisfied though she wasn't a very
great sight but her voice still amazes me. Ok sorry I went off point.

Well anyway during the briefing we were told that the Sg idols will be in the
house today and they were to be seated at the stalls area!!!! *V V v v excited* Actually I hardly ever watch them on tv but I knew Aps would DIE if she knew I
was gonna see Jon face to face.

So they came and went and Jon said a cheery HI! He's sooo friendly seriously, compared to the other 2. Ok la maybe my eyes were only transfixed on him but
well when I got off work I bumped into them so therefore those 2 pics above.
I was kept excited for the rest of the night till I got back and concussed
again. Today I told everyone about Jon's sexy voice. Hahaha I was smitten
because he was sooo charming. Shall support him from now on!!!

At the end of the show Jason told me that he saw Megawati. Hurhurhur a night of 'celebrities'. And for the third time, I teared through parts of the show
despite knowing almost every line in that musical. I felt as if I was part of
the production because at the end where everyone claps and kit chan gets the loudest of all cheers, I was tearing. I felt so proud of this production and
how far they've come. I really hope they make it to broadway because it's so
so good!!!!!

Last night also marked the end of my working season. (A real short season).
But I had to pay a price even for this short season. It has resulted in short sleeping hours and a flustered me always scuttling from place to place. Blaaaahhhhhh.

Bangkok next week! *winks at kel*

On the downside, 3 assignments due next week. Hmmmmmm.

I always complain about having not enough time to do everything that I want to.
I hardly have time tonight but I just HAVE to blog about tonight.

It was a night of saying goodbyes. First it was dinner with Angelene and family,
followed by sending Jason off at the airport. Both off to UK, but one for exchange
and he other for permanent studies + prolly live there. I could really emphatise
with how they were feeling. I felt the same way a year ago when deciding on
whether or not to go ahead with the exchange programme. The decision to leave
everything behind and just go ahead, then come back and try to pick up from
where I had last left. The heart wrench of saying goodbye.

I didn't go in the end and till today I'm glad I didn't. I may have missed out on
the experience of my life but it brought me to Jason (bf) and I love my home too
much to want to leave. Looking at Jason (Lin) shuttle between his different groups
of friends made me wonder if I could handle it as well as he did. I think I would
have already started crying buckets. In fact when I hugged him and said goodbye
I was almost tearing. No more crazy Jason here in Singapore. I have to go to UK
just to get a taste of his craziness once again! Yansy, please tell me Finland '07
is still on. Haha...

The airport is such an amazing place. People come and go. Be taken away from their
loved ones or be reunited once again. So it left me pondering about what exactly I
wanted in life.

And so from then I decided, work isn't everything I want to live for.

I want to take a step back and look at the things around me. To enjoy what I do
for the sake of my passion, and not for the sake of just meeting the deadline.
To love those around me more than I ever can, and most importantly, to make
sure I am happy in whatever I do.

To Jason (Lin) and Angelene, do have a smashing time in UK, and see you guys when
you get back ok!!

Time to get back to work now after a nice shower, but I'll be approaching it from a
different perspective. Go Me!

I am barely floating.

The past two weeks have been absolutely crazy. Late nights, early mornings,
I feel so drained!!!! And really pumped up though about WORK WORK WORK. I try
real hard to prioritise what's important and what's not. Whether I have the
energy and ability to go the extra mile in earning a distinction. But more
often than not, I find myself giving in to my wants, and not needs.

Example: I've been working for forbidden city despite a mountain of assignments.
But despite it being my 2nd time watching the show, I'm loving it more and am
going back for more on monday. Haha yes crazy you may say but it's really nice.
And I loveee the soundtrack. Today I managed to pick up a programme book
left behind by a patron. Woohoooo!!!!! I even almost teared at some parts though it's not my first viewing. I am so so proud of this local production!!!!! : ) : ) : )

Work brings out the bad in people I think. Especially for me. I find myself
being more hot-tempered and impatient when people don't see things my way and
that is my bad for not being able to control my emotions better. In the end I
blame myself for being a bad group member. But I guess what's left for me to do
is to pick myself up and try to get ahead of my schedule. But as reality strikes,
possibility of that = zilch.

I know my bday pics are still not up. I seriously am so so so tired. Kinda
enjoying what I am doing to keep myself busy, because it makes me save more money
too, but it's bad for my health.

Even busier weeks ahead. Do you ever experience nights of wanting to just slouch
in front of the tv and wait till bedtime? Cos I have those nights sometimes and
it's real bad cos that's probably one of my only 2 free nights in a week if I'm
lucky enough.

Tonight was good though. I just sat at Pacific coffee and had some time to myself.
Good time-out. I even overheard some school mates over at the next table discussing
about YEP. HAHAHA I bet they didn't know a fellow schoolmate was eavesdropping
on how they were planning to CHARGE into all offices in the entire campus.

Anyway, SHOUT-OUT TO YANSY!!! How are you doing in hongkie-land!!!

I'm gonna conk out for tonight. Toods!